YEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Mhhm.. up, at the ass crack of dawn, again. No surprise there. 6:30-7:30 is my waking time, despite when I have to work, because of everything I have to do. It's getting a tad tiring, but I'm determined. Because I HAVE TO PASS THIS EFFIN TEST!!! So before I was required to take the ORELA NES Pearson Social Sciences TEst #303, which had an Oregon passing score of 237, and I obtained 231. Twice. Yes, I beat national standards, which were 220, but I just wasn't good enough, and that shot down my dreams of grad school. Well, the dreams are back, and on top of it, there's a lot more riding on this next test, being a teacher for kids that need it desperately. I can't fail. But I also can't neglect my classes now and fail those, or I still wouldn't get there. This time around I have to take the Praxis 2, Test #0081, in Social Studies. Because Arizona doesn't have a passing score for it, I have to get the passing score of Mississippi. I know, right? Weird. So the plan of attack for this weekend is to finish my LAS readings and write my paper today, so I can spend all tomorrow studying for this damn test. I'm hoping to put in at least an hour a day, I think it will make a big difference. Otherwise I'll look like a big ass when I walk into safeway a month down the road and say "just kidding guys, I'm not leaving." Terrified. Absolutely terrified to disappoint. If I can get to Phoenix, the world is open to me. And, if I ever settle down, they have incredibly cheap housing haha. :) Well I'm off to prepare for my 11 hour workday. Hopefully I can get something done today as well!